So here I am. Sitting in my empty living room. I guess it isn't completely empty.. but I'm the last one here. Mom moved to Chatham today, brother moved out last week. My life for the next 4 days consists of sitting in my basket chair watching a movie on my tiny t.v & eating half of a watermelon. Not gonna lie, its really weird being here alone. Its weird not living with my family.. I don't like it. There isn't anything I can do about it though I guess.. But anyways. Point is, this is crazy weird and upsetting. Maybe watching Chuck & Larry will cheer me up? heh. On a happier note, might hit the beach tomorrow! Depending on the weather and transportation of course. Then my party is on friday, pretty pumped for that. Haha painting my room on saturday (not by choice) and moving on sunday! Action packed week I would say? Yep. But right now there is NOTHING to do here! & nothing to eat. I just played Scene It by myself, I'm that desperate. Sad, I know. hahahah. Anyways.. right now things are complicated. I feel pushed away by the person that I want to be the closest to. That I was the closest to.. Its just frustrating not knowing how someone feels. Everytime I say something, I seem to make them angry.. I don't get it. For those of you who know me, is there something I'm missing? Do I deserve to be treated rudely? Its getting hard to distinguish between what I'm doing wrong and what may be the other person's problem.. really confusing. Throw me some advice if you have some.
-Kelso.
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