robotic?

I feel like a zombie. I can find no better way to sum up me right now. I quite often find when I'm alone lately I don't think about anything. Or really even think what I'm doing. Sometimes. It sounds crazy when I read that. I find that my brain is "shut off" so to speak. Frozen? It is as if I blinked for a second and everything is upside down. In a few days everything will be different. Or more different than it already has become. Though sometimes I find myself just going through the motions, there are other times where I can't seem to stop my mind from thinking. Its frustrating. I find it easier to not think about things as much when I see people. Mainly Brittny. I've continued to ignore everything.. which is very unhealthy. I think everything is a bit surreal at the moment. I don't how I feel about it. As I said before, I feel zombie-like. I need to find a way out of this slump. Somebody take me on a vacation? Ha. That was funny, I know. ;) Anyways. Any advice? I know I could use it.

-Kelso.