betrayal.

Truth is, people just betray you. People you thought you could trust, people that sit there and lie straight to your face, people you called your best friends. It means nothing. I have officially learned that no one really cares about you. Everyone is selfish. They do what they want no matter how much it kills someone else. I have learned that I need to re-evaluate my friends but I have no idea whos lying to me and who isn't. Maybe all my friendships are just lies, who knows. But I now trust no one. No one at all. Everytime I do, everytime I let someone in or believe them about whatever it is, they just turn around and slap me in the face. They hurt me and they don't care. They say they do and they appologize but you know, if you did, you just wouldn't do it. Plain and simple. How dare you sit there and lie straight to my face and call yourself my best friend. Bull. I'm tired of this. I don't even know what else to say. I have nothing left to say. At all. I trust people, and care about them and look where it gets me. I have just had the worst day of my life. By far the worst day. And whos here to care? No one. Exactly my point. Just a little F.Y.I. Only count on yourself. Don't trust anyone. Everyone is just solely focused on themselves and in the end, you're all you got.

-Kelso.