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best friend.

I just don't understand how someone can tell you that you're so important to them and you're their best friend, but yet treat you the shittiest out of everyone they are friends with. I don't care if it's because you're comfortable with me.. I'm there for you 24/7 whenever you need it. I've helped you through so much crap and would drop everything if you needed me. Then you turn around and tell me I don't care about you. That I treat you like everyone else and I write you off. You know how much that hurts me? You telling me how much I don't care when I care more about your well-being than my own. Why, because I get upset with you and your stupid dramatic crap? Everything I say is an issue.. I feel so unappreciated. Unimportant. You're different and I don't like it. You don't talk to me about anything anymore and you tell me it's my fault because I "get upset about everything you say". Bullshit. I get upset with your rudeness in telling your feelings. I get upset when you don't care about my opinion, when you're only thinking about how you feel. It's not what you're telling me that gets me upset, its your attitude. I don't appreciate being talked to however you feel like talking to me. Its not fair. You're my best friend.. but you treat me like I'm not important. If you care so much about me why do you not care about how you talk to me? I'm just really upset. I feel like I'm going through all the bull-shit from last year. I feel forgotten. I feel like everytime I talk, you don't hear anything I say. You'll probably read this and you'll probably be upset about it. I hope not. Just so you know, I'm not saying that's how you are all the time. But lately, that's how I feel.

-Kelso.

"music is my life".

I am seriously so annoyed with music right now. Everything on the radio/mainstream music is almost all garbage. Its all the same crap. Its absolutely ridiculous how shitty music has become. Why are all the good artists never recognized? I admit I tend to listen to shitty ass music mainly because I like the beat of it but the lyrics are just awful. All it is is "damn girl shake dat ass" or "all da hoes up on my ride, I gettin papeerrr". Seriously what the fuck is that crap. There are SO many songs like that Its awful. The artists on the radio and tv have new songs out all the time, new albums, more money. Thats all it is now. Its just about fame, money, fans.. not the actual music. What happened to that? For example, Ke$ha. Notice the dollar sign (what the fuck). You are not a musician. I'm sorry but all you do is sing talk and put a catchy beat in the background. All your songs sound the same and all you sing about is being drunk, dancing, and guys "wanting you". I really do NOT understand how SO many people LOVE HER. She has no talent and is absolutely repulsive. I hate how people call that crap music. I seriously do not understand. There hundres of new "artists" and songs out all the time. Most of which have the same kind of lyrics and beat as every other damn song on the stupid radio. Lets all sing about being in the club, sleepin with bitches, havin money, being sexy and missing your boyfriend. You know, because its so popular. Thats all it is is a popularity contest. Someone sings about one thing, 100 other songs come out that are about the same thing. SO ANNOYING. Be original like.. you have no passion for music its just about being famous. Alright, I'm done ranting about this.

Also, biggest pet peeve: "yeah music is my life" NO IT ISN'T. You understand nothing about music. Just because you listen to music all the time or it helps you when you're upset does NOT make music your life so stop saying that. UGH.

-Kelso.