best friend.

I just don't understand how someone can tell you that you're so important to them and you're their best friend, but yet treat you the shittiest out of everyone they are friends with. I don't care if it's because you're comfortable with me.. I'm there for you 24/7 whenever you need it. I've helped you through so much crap and would drop everything if you needed me. Then you turn around and tell me I don't care about you. That I treat you like everyone else and I write you off. You know how much that hurts me? You telling me how much I don't care when I care more about your well-being than my own. Why, because I get upset with you and your stupid dramatic crap? Everything I say is an issue.. I feel so unappreciated. Unimportant. You're different and I don't like it. You don't talk to me about anything anymore and you tell me it's my fault because I "get upset about everything you say". Bullshit. I get upset with your rudeness in telling your feelings. I get upset when you don't care about my opinion, when you're only thinking about how you feel. It's not what you're telling me that gets me upset, its your attitude. I don't appreciate being talked to however you feel like talking to me. Its not fair. You're my best friend.. but you treat me like I'm not important. If you care so much about me why do you not care about how you talk to me? I'm just really upset. I feel like I'm going through all the bull-shit from last year. I feel forgotten. I feel like everytime I talk, you don't hear anything I say. You'll probably read this and you'll probably be upset about it. I hope not. Just so you know, I'm not saying that's how you are all the time. But lately, that's how I feel.

-Kelso.