Alright, so it has been a little while! I've been working and what not, I usually just forget to write in this. So I'll do a little re-cap of the last little while for you. Since last time, my brother and I have made up. I decided the whole fighting thing was just so dumb and such a huge waste of time so that's done with, which is a huge relief. I've also gotten rid of my cat, which is also a huge relief. It was hard to let her go but I just couldn't have her here. Things are much better at home now with my roommates allergies and all the stress with my landlord so that's pretty awesome. What else.. nothing really exciting.. Maybe I'll just ramble about some things for a bit. I've realized lately that I have attached myself to my roommates. I don't know if that's a bad thing or not but right now I don't think it is.. I just love being at home. They just always seem to make me feel better about things that are bothering me.. and we're like a little family. We're pretty cute. haha. But point being, I'm really glad I am where I am and that I've met the people I've met. It's also christmas time, which has made me think of a few things. First being, since I have absolutely no money for christmas, I have realized how much this holiday really revolves around gifts. I honestly never really noticed as much as I do now & it's ridiculous. I'm not against the whole gift idea, but people go waaayyy over board with it. I feel like people should be more concerned with just enjoying the company of friends and family than buying/receiving gifts. I don't know.. it just kind of blows my mind how much this holiday is about spending money to make people happy. I just do not understand that at all. I'm honestly so excited just to have dinner with my family and see them all again. Oh, and all the pretty lights. I like that too :) Okay, moving on. My second point. This is going to be my first christmas on my own. Well, last year I lived with Keatin's family, not my own. However, thiiisss year I live with just me and my roommates. One of them hates christmas so I don't think we'll be setting up a tree, meaning this is my first year without a tree at home. Weird. I miss having christmas at home with my family. On one end, I love living on my own and stuff but at the same time sometimes all I want is to rewind 2 years ago, living with my mom and my brother. I miss my old house. But anyways.. I'm excited to go home, well.. to my mom's house in chatham, for a few days. That'll be a nice break away from Londontown. I don't really know what else to talk about right now honestly.. I started getting restless and now my brain just won't function for me so I think this is the end. Hopefully I don't forget to write again soon!
-Kelso.
