I'm really frustrated and upset tonight. I'm not going to go into detail with it but to sum it up, I wish people appreciated the things I do for them. I really need to get away from Fanshawe House for a bit. I need my best friends. Dear Amanda & Allie, please come to me. Seriously I just want to see you right now. Also, my mom. I just need away. Right now. My birthday is coming up next month & right now I don't even want a party. All I want is to go to lasertag with my work friends, have cake, see my mom and hang out with allie & manda. I don't even care anymore I'm in such a miserable mood right now ugh. I wish I could drive and just go away for a bit.. On a side note, I want to move out. I don't know if I want to stay in London. Right now, I'm debating if I want to move to Peterborough. I kind of want to go to school at Trent because its badass there haha I'm getting kind of sick of London, I think. I need new people & a new place. I think I'm like my dad with the whole "i want to move" thing (random I know). He lives in a new place every year or two and I think I'm starting to be like that.. I'm over this house. I need something different. I want to pack and unpack in a different place. I don't know. I feel like everything is routine here. I know everything about London, its monotonous. I have nothing to explore & its frustrating. I seriously just want out of here.. not that i don't like the people, I'm just sick of it.. I want my own place & life. I feel stuck in routine right now. I dont know, I guess we'll see what happens. But as for right now, I am going to go do nothing some more. Thanks for reading :)
-Kelso
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