Well, everything I thought I was so sure of is gone. Not to sound so negative, I don't necessarily mean that in a bad way. Life has a way of throwing things at us that we don't expect, some of which, insanely hard to deal with. I feel like my life is constantly flipping around and it is kinda hard to deal with sometimes. Not everything ends up the way we thought it would or the way that we hoped it would. These last few years have been the most amazing years of my life. Even though I've gone through some pretty difficult things in the last few years, they have been such indescribably incredible years and I've learned SO much not only about myself, but about life and just people in general. I've met such amazing people, who I am happy to call my best friends and pretty much family. I've developed such amazing relationships that I am insanely grateful for & as hard and difficult as some things have been, they make it so much easier just by being around. I can't even describe my love for these people, you have no idea. When I first moved here, I was going through such a hard time and did not expect to meet such amazing people let alone end up making such great friends. I just feel like it is important to let you know how incredible these people are. I guess one of the points of me telling you this is that even though life can throw you such difficult things to experience, you can only use it as a learning experience. I am so grateful for everything that happened because it led me here and to meeting my best friends. I've learned so much in these last few years its ridiculous. Ah, like, I don't even know how to put the rest of my thoughts into words right now. Life is so amazing I can't even begin to talk about what I'm thinking. It's just so crazy seeing the journey we go through in life. I don't know, this might be really cheesy or weird to talk about but I'm serious haha. I've gotten to a place where I've discovered so many things about myself, I feel like... hmm.. I don't know how to put this. I feel like I'm so close to completely knowing who I am. Though there are always new things to learn about ourselves of course. I am grateful for all the friends that have come and gone, the ones that have stayed and the experiences I have had. It's insane looking back on everything and realizing how much each and every person or experience has changed and influenced me. I know I've just gone in circles, repeating myself and telling you how grateful i am and how awesome these people are haha. For that I am sorry. I seriously can't stress it enough though.
Right now I am so very happy. I've realized lately how much I enjoy being single. Not because it means I can do whatever I want and be crazy lol I mean it as I enjoy being independent and not having to answer to someone. I mean I would like to have a relationship but I feel like I'm at a point in my life where I just need to do things for me, things I enjoy and want to do, ya know? Unless I find someone that changes that opinion haha. But seriously, soon my roommates and I are moving into a new place which I am SO pumped for. I'm so excited to move and be somewhere new, specially with them its just going to be so great.
A few things:
1. Fuck people that hate on you. Not worth your time. Move on and ignore it.
2. Don't be afraid to take chances. I'm learning how important it is.
3. Enjoy your life. Experience as many things as you possibly can.
4. Never, ever settle for something that doesn't make you happy. No matter what the case may be.
5. I just love everyone in my life right now. haha.
Anyways, thanks for listening to my little rant about life and my roommates haha I hope I didn't bore you to death.
-Kels
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